Artist Dancer Writer
Lover of Nature
Lover of Nature
I never really understood the meaning of letting go until the last 2 years. Because letting go comes only when I fully trust. In myself, in life, in what is to unfold day by day.
We all inherently have the need to control. I still do at times when I fail to trust or fear crips in. We are human. The beauty of being fully human. I actually can laugh at myself instead of beating myself up. That is the shift in me. The day I love myself unconditionally, I receive the gift of letting go, letting be and trust (I blog yesterday). Dance movement therapy (DMT) work developed in me to learn to sit and be comfortable in the process with the unknown, with the here and now, how to hold space for myself and my client. I deeply appreciate the craft of dance movement therapy. Though I move on and forward integrating transpersonal element, I still encourage others to be trained in the creative arts therapy education if that is what they feel call to. I never regret any of the education I had done - drama, teacher training and DMT. They partly mould me of who I am today.
The deepening of the last 2 years of contemplation and authentic movement brought me to where I am today. I was sharing with Nita yesterday. I can literally feel the difference in my whole being. Yes the word is 'shift'. From the old me to a new me.
In the past, I was always dreaming, fantasying;
Would the day come for me to truly feel my body?
Would the day come for me where I would not feel so fragmented?
Would the day come for me where I am my true self?
Would the day come for me when I am whole?
The day I arrived and coming home to my body in 2010, I was like I am home finally! HOME! What a comforting feeling! Integrated to my body, no longer split! Hurray! Ha! Needless that I realised it was not done yet. It was only the beginning!
Nevertheless, my heart sings with gratefulness for my soul and spirit has been guiding me to my home - my soul where God abides and kisses my innermost region (Hildergard von Bingen).
My voice breaks the silence in the sacred space.
A deep strong resonance arises.
I hum deep within.
My voice surrounds the sacred space.
My whole being vibrates.
My tears trickle down.
Deep Love -
I finally truly come
* This phenomenon took place in one of my Authentic Movement sessions. I use present tense to claim and fully own it.
Shalom! Blessings! Love! To you!
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